So What EXACTLY am I trying to accomplish here?

I love trying new things but I can want to do too much all at the same time. I can also freak myself out, especially if it is going to be with gulp people.

So this is to help with the accountability and to focus in and prioritize.

Plus at some point I will die and this can serve as really good material for my eulogy so I’m just making things easier for folks.

Now, why do I want to do the things on the list?

That is a WHOLE other thing. For me there is joy in trying new things. And I find incredible joy in learning new things and trying things I haven’t done before. None of these are around wanting to become an expert in it or switch up my life or career.

I had a lot of health concerns when I was little. And every so often my body tries to kill me, lol. But because of these things I go hard, all in, on things. It feels like I have a lot of living to do for those who didn’t get to walk out of the hospital like I did. Plus I always assumed I would die young so there feels like a mad rush to experience things before I go.

And…if while I am trying these things I meet new people who I actually want to spend time with, yay. And if I learn something that becomes my total jam, that is bonus. But I am really just chasing the dopamine for now.

Hope you enjoy!